I honestly think Cupid has it out for me because relationships just never work in my favor. I mean, I’m not the type of person to hop in and out of relationships, but still. And it’s crazy because I NEVER go looking for them….They just happen. I can count on one hand all of the REAL relationships I’ve had. Like actual, legit relationships.
8th grade: Ended because she moved to another state.
10th grade: To this day, I still don’t know why she dumped me.
12th grade: Ended because she gave up on me.
Most recent: I’m just not her main focus in life right now…
Granted: I could have made it work long distance w/8th; I’m cool w/10th now but she was bitch. So it’s whatever; Even though I did nothing really wrong, I started the process of 12th giving up on me; I could stick it through with my last ex until she’s ready.
Yes, I may have done things wrong in these relationships. And yes, I may have contributed to the end of all of them. But I never deserved what I got. I never earned the heartache or the pain.
And I know that out of all the negatives things they can say about me, there are two things they can never disagree to. One of them I’ll let you guess ;), lol. And the other is that I was a great boyfriend….
Posted on Tuesday, 19 June