Conscious vs. Sub-Conscious
I’m a logical and rational person. When I have a problem, I want it solved. As soon as possible. The way I do that is by figuring out the exact cause and eradicating it.
But this is one of the hardest puzzles I’ve faced yet. I cannot figure out the cause for the way I’m acting and have been acting. I’ve thought it was this, then that, or maybe this, but what about that?!
I know I’m angry, I’m upset, I’m bitter, I’m depressed, heartbroken, and hurt. There are also trust issues, burned bridges being reconstructed, demolished walls re-erecting, and feelings getting hurt.
I know the simple reason is because of me trying to protect myself due to us no longer being together and trying to go our separate ways. But I’ve never been a simple person and I’m not about to settle for it now.
I want to figure out the exact cause of these things. That way I can present them to You and we can come up with a logical and rational solution. That way we can possibly get through this without me causing us to become complete strangers….
I'm no saint, I have flaws, too.♥: And Sometimes:
Sometimes, things don’t happen how you imagine they would. How a world of happiness can sometimes reach a standstill, or cease to exist. We live in a world where we place people on these pedestals, high above their truest value and make them the center of our world. We ultimately present people…
Nocturnal
Ugh. I’m reverting back to going to bed later and later. I need to jump on top of this habit now, before it gets too late/bad. As for now, I’ma go shower then jump in bed…naked =)
Ayuda Me!
How do you…just simply…let go, when you want to, so desperately, hang on?!
